heyys. :)
happy 2007 ruhh guys
and dos who wish me happy burffday..
xi xie ni men
wahahas
tks for dhe gifts and dhe gags..
hehes
hmm..
had fun ytd..
had bbq and steamboat before dhe countdown..
dhen have muah burffday cake
hehes
just came bk fm ps.
ltr charl cuming muah hse swim luhs
hehes
gonna have fun ltr
buhbyes
mwaccks

hihi
hahas
now's officially sat
1 am in dhe morning and im still here posting a brand new post for sat
hahas
yaps im officially crazy
dunch know wht going on with me
sometyme ii might be in a perfect good mood
bt sometymes..
oooh boy
im in a damn mucking food

hais
maybe its one our my crazy hol,iday mood swings agains
hahas
will its going to be dhe band camp and concert soon
gog forbid dhey shuld just close up dhe band hate it
arrghh
lots of stress..
hating it though

wel gort a new kor today
hahas
din know it turned out to be daniel
long lost ex classmate
he turned out to have grown alort mans
has nort change much though his charcter
hahas

anyways
go find smth to do ba
rotting in bed lo
aww looks darn cosy
but nort feeling like slping yet
although a pig is just ryte beside me slping
hahas
i'll try to slp though
hehes
if nort bei laogong ma le

mwaccks
tc
nyteynytes
love euhh guys

<3 cLarenceLaogong
14o8o6

all ii want fo4 christmas is euhh =D

hihi
hehes.
still at muah cousin hse luh
hahas
dunch know wht to do le
hur hse sho big cans
go up ad down dao sho tired sehs
hahas
nth to ryte today ba
go play pool le ba
takcairres

<3 you

ii just want to ryte dis 'chapter' now.
ii dunch know wht just came over me

why must euhh always say things to hurt me
ii know sometymes it may be my fault.
bt why must euhh always say dhat ii love another boy
im jus tired okay..
im rally tired..
and its because of dis dhat im always going through breakdown dhat ii cnt handle myself
i've always loinged for euhh to be by my side when im down
bt when ii am
so are euhh
for any rason it maybe
bt ii dunch want to feel dhat im trying to lit up your day when mine is nort dhe lest perfect
if ii told euhh tis myself
im afraid euhh will tik dhat ure nort giving me happiness and might end it wth me
but ii most dunch ant dhat to happen
im just voicing out my feelings
so dhat..i unch know..
maybe i' make myself feel better?
sighs
dunch know wht come over me tis days
sometymes when ii tok to euh
i'll feel down
like dhe talk we had just now
som sentnces euhh said really broke my heart.
it realy hurts badly
now.today.
i really felt what dhey call a sharp pain in ure heart
it was ealy unbearable
ii wanted to scream and shout or even cry in pain
bt ii just could nort do it
wanted t0 tell euhh off how ii feel bt for fear it might jeopardise our relationship
it hurts badly
but im just holding one
for dhe fear one day
ii might nort be able to hold one any longer
ii might just fall and crumble
...

heyys.
=)

hmm..
nth to say except want to thank muah aunt
hehes.
tks for buying a early christmas present for me
xie xie ni!! =d

was feeling shity ytd.
dunch know wht came over me
tok halfway jiu sudden breakdown
hais..
dunch know wht come over me tis days
maybe feeling very stressed up
parents thratened to cut my line if my bill goes up
cos it has exceed 30 bucks for dhe past two mths
smtymes get sudden break down..
and ii have to cheer pple up even though im nort hapy myself
and dhat sucks
how am i going to cheer euh up if im nort happy
although when ii msg to euhh or anybody else ii try to sound happy
bt guess ii cnt overcome my own troubles.
well.. hope things will improve
and hope our releationship will go stronger...


i want to be remembered as dhe gurl who always smiles even when hur heart is broken,
and dhe one who coiuld always brighten up your day even if she could'ny brightened up hur OWN.

heyys :)
sho long nvr post le.
miss euhh guys lots
=D
hmm. lemme recap dhe past wk barhs
went to chalet wit muah dear. fiona.min er. etc etc
hahas was damn fun lo
had bbq at 3 am in dhe morning. second round for dhe guys
durind dhe wee hrs in dhe morning jiu watched a jap ghost movie
hahas nort dhat scary though
althought it was quite interesting
zhi jie was like so scared la.
hahas.

dhen in dhe moring
ii let early to go malaysia wit darrell dhey all
went JB. slept through out dhe journey dere.
was sho damn tired.
MIND EUHH did nort sleep through dhe whole chalet luhs
dhen went carrefour bought slippers and groceries
dhen jiu went home.
dhen in dhe end went to A&E.
muah didi gort prawn thing in his throat
bleh. sho ke lian

dhen nw im at muah cousin's hse.
staying for 5 or 6 straight days
parents went over seas.
dhen pao qi me luhs
hais.
itnk ii nw better turn in le.
nyteynytes.
love ya
huggs and kisses

LOVE muah Laogong dhe most
mwaccks
<3
ainiyibeizi