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20061206
ii just want to ryte dis 'chapter' now. ii dunch know wht just came over me why must euhh always say things to hurt me ii know sometymes it may be my fault. bt why must euhh always say dhat ii love another boy im jus tired okay.. im rally tired.. and its because of dis dhat im always going through breakdown dhat ii cnt handle myself i've always loinged for euhh to be by my side when im down bt when ii am so are euhh for any rason it maybe bt ii dunch want to feel dhat im trying to lit up your day when mine is nort dhe lest perfect if ii told euhh tis myself im afraid euhh will tik dhat ure nort giving me happiness and might end it wth me but ii most dunch ant dhat to happen im just voicing out my feelings so dhat..i unch know.. maybe i' make myself feel better? sighs dunch know wht come over me tis days sometymes when ii tok to euh i'll feel down like dhe talk we had just now som sentnces euhh said really broke my heart. it realy hurts badly now.today. i really felt what dhey call a sharp pain in ure heart it was ealy unbearable ii wanted to scream and shout or even cry in pain bt ii just could nort do it wanted t0 tell euhh off how ii feel bt for fear it might jeopardise our relationship it hurts badly but im just holding one for dhe fear one day ii might nort be able to hold one any longer ii might just fall and crumble ...
12/06/2006 08:14:00 AM
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